Human Nature

puta.. bakit ako nagkakaganito.. gs2 ko na nga uli ata siya at ako'y nagseselos? parang eh.. di ko alam kung anu masasabi ko sa mga bagay. ok, alam mo kenneth nagcomment lang siya sa guy, wala lang iyon. ok? pero wala lng.. it's a free world. i want her, and you know why i can tell i want her? seriously, I JUST FELT IT.. damn this.. why do people have emotions and stuff.. it isn't God that wants us apart, it was just a matter of she spoke to him, and he spoke to her. This is just a test. people talking.. and yeah.. i don't know. weird eh? If God wants us apart then there would be NO HUMAN INTERFERENCE.

FTW!! for the win

This is what I feel, and let me just share a lil bit of this feeling.

Today, I feel better, now that I have friends, I feel that I have been a better person now, and having the feeling that I have again, the feeling deep inside of me.. I just can't seem to resist your gravitational pull. I pull away but you pull me back again. I don't know the reason why I seem to like you but, I also can't seem to figure out what NOT to like about you. I feel so.. happy. happy that we talk again, well.. getting close to it. but I'm not saying that I will make a move AGAIN. not now, maybe when both of us are ready, and not just a simple blood rush through the head. I will still see if things would work out.. I'm not saying that i love you, but I simply missed being friends with you. If things are, it doesn't mean that it's meant to be.

Destiny comes along, and it is up to us to make the decision whether we stick with it, or go with something else.

i miss you.. 999 days

para akong retarded, mula nung.. hmmm bsta, wala sa sarili, at laha ng gusto ay saya. nahihirapan akong bigla magtype sa keyboard haha! so, hindi ako sanay makipagusap ngayon? hehe B.S. naman tong net na ito dahil kanina pa ako nadidisconnect. pasensya na kung mali mali spelling ko, pero eto yun sa kalalaro ko nababaliw na ata ako, di ko nararamdaman ung oras na lumilipas, ang mga panahon na sana may kausap ako sa ym nalang, pero ewan.. kaysa makipaglaro sa mga hindi ko kilala naman. haha! well, well..

natawa ako bigla.. dahil sa aking pangiistalk, naalala ko ang mga panahon na.. na.. alam mo un, wala pa akong alam sa labas na mundo, ang alam ko lang merong siya at ako, at ang mga kaibigan ko.. tapos nun naalala ko na kami lang magkasama.. 3 years ago, di ko nga maalala ang mga detalye sa mga nakakakilig na moments namin. nakalimutan ko na nga kung lang beses kami nagkasama pero ayun, may isa akong naalala na.. bigla isang araw magkasama kami sinabi niya sa akin na ui, may sasabihin ako, naiinis ako. sabi ko sa akin? sabi niya bakit naman? sabi ko sino? sabi niya si toot at ayun.. natuwa ako nun dahil pinagkatiwalaan niya ako noon kahit hindi naman talaga kami close. nafeel ko tuloy nun, ui.. parang close na kami ng konti? ayun.. hindi naman kasi kami magkaklase, at nagkakilala lang kami nung inadd ko siya sa ym at friendster noon.. haha! baliw! magaral ka na nga kenneth, PHYSIO PA BUKAS BOY =)) basta..

-k-engkoy

yo!

Let me share to you my favorite song.. Tokyo Ska Paradise Orchestra - Pride of Lions. SKA!! enjoy =)

-k



An innocent boy’s going to find a dream
Someone’s going off the rails
Tiny poets are going to the end
Treating life as a book on fire

Naked eyes are open wide
“What’s the meaning of my life?”
A wise man shouts a prudent verse
He’s hiding anger

Wake up to play the game of truth
A pride of lions runs about
You’ve lost your mind but keep fighting
For wonderful fellows

Go get a girl and have some beer
Someone’s paved the way to go
You might think it’s just for fun
Enchanted by boredom

A mighty player’s going to overcome
Giving it up and wasting time
A lonely game of cards is dull
Call a genuine gambler

Wake up to play the game of truth
A pride of lions runs about
You’ve lost your mind but keep fighting
For wonderful fellows

Tonight tonight going tonight
For any motion you believe
Good-bye Good-bye to agony
Share a dream with us

Let yourself be ruled by destiny
You will not be completely alone

An innocent boy’s going to find a dream
Someone’s going off the rails
Tiny poets are going to the end
Treating life as a book on fire

Naked eyes are open wide
“What’s the meaning of my life?”
A wise man shouts a prudent verse
He’s hiding anger

Wake up to play the game of truth
A pride of lions runs about
You’re lost your mind but keep fighting
For wonderful fellows

Tonight tonight going tonight
For any motion you believe
Hello Hello in harmony
Share a dream with us

500 days of summer

hey, it's february.. ALREADY? forget the special day for some people cause it's just not that special anyways for some. some get lonely thinking why this and why that so i'll just watch a movie.. why not? i'm happy this way, i learn, i get entertained, and best of all i can relate sometimes..

This is weird but.. I've put the movie 500 days of summer on my celphone. haha! weird eh? but who cares.. i want to watch it again and again.. no, it's not my favorite movie.. i just want to know what the guy did wrong which i can't seem to figure out. am i such a blind guy? or am i just not that experienced in love like that guy? so.. i believe i will figure it out, and when i do, i might just be able to figure out what i did wrong before and maybe start over again with her or some other person.. by the time i figure out what was wrong or something, that just might mean that i am READY for the next stage or whatever.. it might take me years to figure out, or.. never.

NEVER MEANS FOREVER

-kkk